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Mountain Man Expected a Cold Marriage-felicia

With shoulders broad from years of hauling timber and a scar cutting through his left eyebrow, Jonas Hargrave had the appearance of a man better suited to arguing with avalanches than exchanging wedding vows.

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He owned one hundred sixty acres beyond Silver Plume, a timber claim, twelve horses, thirty-eight cattle, and a cabin large enough to remind him every evening that he lived alone.

That loneliness was not why he had advertised for a wife.

At least that was what he told himself.

His younger sister, Martha, had finally written from Denver:

Jonas, you cannot continue living on burnt coffee, salt pork, and whatever you call those biscuits.

He had replied:

They are bread.

She answered:

They are building materials.

Two months later, Jonas submitted his name to a respectable matrimonial agency.

Thirty-five.

Widower.

No children.

Mountain rancher and timber contractor.

Seeking practical woman accustomed to difficult weather and simple living.

He had emphasized three things.

Strength.

Good health.

No romantic expectations.

His first wife, Abigail, had died seven years earlier from pneumonia.

They had been married only eighteen months.

Jonas had loved her enough that when she died, he quietly decided love was something a man survived once.

He wanted companionship now.

Order.

A woman who could maintain the house while he worked.

He would provide food, shelter, clothing allowance, and respect.

She would expect no grand passion.

He would promise none.

The agency sent a profile.

Margaret Vale.

Twenty-nine.

Widowed.

Experienced household manager.

No children.

Healthy.

Practical.

Quiet disposition.

Jonas read “quiet” three times.

Excellent.

Her letters were brief.

She asked about winter food stores.

Altitude.

Nearest doctor.

Whether she would have her own money.

That last question made him pause.

He answered:

A monthly household allowance will be provided.

Her next letter came nine days later.

I did not ask whether the household would have money. I asked whether I would.

Jonas stared at it.

Then laughed despite himself.

He sent back:

Yes.

That should have warned him.

Instead he imagined a serious, sturdy woman in brown wool with sensible shoes and a permanent disapproval of dust.

Then the train arrived.

The carriage door opened.

And Margaret Vale stepped onto the Silver Plume platform wearing burgundy velvet.

Jonas actually looked behind her.

Perhaps the real Mrs. Vale was still inside.

The woman before him was slender.

Not fragile exactly.

But certainly not built like someone who chopped frozen wood before breakfast.

Her dark hair was pinned beneath a small traveling hat.

Her gloves were black.

Her coat was fashionable enough that two men on the platform immediately turned to look.

She clutched a leather case in one hand.

A porter lowered two trunks behind her.

Jonas swore under his breath.

Margaret saw him.

“Mr. Hargrave?”

“Yes.”

Her eyes traveled over his heavy coat, boots, beard, and weathered face.

Then she smiled.

“You look disappointed.”

Jonas was not skilled enough to lie quickly.

“You look cold.”

“I am cold.”

“You’re wearing velvet.”

“I noticed.”

“Do you own wool?”

She lifted one eyebrow.

“Is that your proposal?”

Jonas closed his eyes.

This was going badly.

“No.”

“Good.”

Snow blew sideways between them.

He removed his outer coat and held it toward her.

She looked at it.

“Are you going to freeze?”

“No.”

“Because you are accustomed to mountain weather?”

“Because I have another layer.”

She accepted it.

That was the first thing she ever took from him.

Years later, Margaret would point out that she returned it.

Jonas loaded her luggage into the wagon.

Two trunks.

One case.

A square wooden box strapped with leather.

He lifted the box and frowned.

“Books?”

“Some.”

“Some?”

“And papers.”

“What kind?”

“Mine.”

He looked at her.

She looked back.

He placed it carefully in the wagon.

The ride to Black Ridge took almost three hours.

For the first twenty minutes, neither spoke.

Then Margaret asked:

“How far to the nearest physician?”

“Dr. Hale is twelve miles down valley.”

“Midwife?”

“Mrs. Calloway.”

Jonas glanced at her.

“Why?”

“Because people become sick.”

“Fair.”

“Nearest bank?”

“Silver Plume.”

“Attorney?”

“Two.”

“Competent?”

“One.”

He almost smiled.

“Mrs. Margaret Hale.”

Margaret Vale turned.

“Another Margaret?”

“Yes.”

“This territory may become confusing.”

“People call her Attorney Hale.”

“What do they call you?”

“Jonas.”

“That seems manageable.”

Snow thickened.

Margaret looked toward the mountains.

“They are beautiful.”

Jonas followed her gaze.

He had forgotten that.

To him mountains meant weather.

Water.

Grazing.

Timber.

Road conditions.

To her, apparently, they were still something to see.

Then she asked:

“Where will I sleep?”

Jonas nearly dropped the reins.

“In the house.”

“I assumed.”

He cleared his throat.

“There are two bedrooms.”

“Which is mine?”

He looked at her.

“We are marrying tomorrow.”

“That does not answer the question.”

Jonas felt heat creep into his face despite the cold.

“You can have the east room.”

“Does it lock?”

“Yes.”

“From inside?”

“Yes.”

“Good.”

“You thought I would object?”

“I did not know you.”

That answer silenced him.

They reached Black Ridge near dusk.

The cabin was larger than Margaret expected.

Two stories.

Stone fireplace.

Kitchen addition.

Barn fifty yards south.

The interior was clean.

Almost aggressively clean.

Margaret removed Jonas’s coat.

Then looked around.

“Who cleaned?”

“I did.”

She stared.

“You?”

“Yes.”

“You know how?”

“My mother would return from the grave if I did not.”

Margaret smiled.

“Promising.”

Then she opened a kitchen cupboard.

Five tins of coffee.

Three sacks of flour.

Beans.

Salt pork.

Rice.

Dried apples.

No herbs except pepper.

She turned.

“What do you eat?”

“Food.”

“That answer explains this cupboard.”

Jonas frowned.

“What is wrong with it?”

“You have enough coffee for a siege and nothing resembling cinnamon.”

“Cinnamon is unnecessary.”

Margaret closed the cupboard slowly.

“That may be the most disturbing thing you’ve said.”

Jonas almost laughed.

Almost.

Then she found his accounting books.

Or what he called accounting books.

Receipts inside a wooden cigar box.

Small scraps of paper.

Numbers written on feed sacks.

A folded cattle invoice tucked inside a Bible.

Margaret picked it up.

“Why is a livestock receipt in Deuteronomy?”

“I needed somewhere safe.”

“From whom?”

“Myself, apparently.”

She laughed.

The sound startled him.

Warm.

Unrestrained.

Nothing like the quiet woman promised by the agency.

Jonas looked away first.

The next morning they rode back into Silver Plume.

Margaret Hale met them in her office before the ceremony.

Jonas had arranged it because his sister had once made him promise:

“If you bring some poor woman into those mountains, make sure she understands what she’s agreeing to.”

Attorney Hale placed papers on the desk.

“Mr. Hargrave owns Black Ridge solely.”

Margaret Vale nodded.

“Any debt?”

Jonas answered:

“Approximately twenty-three hundred dollars remaining on timber equipment and livestock improvements.”

Margaret turned.

“You wrote financially stable.”

“I am.”

“Debt and stability can coexist. Why didn’t you give me the number?”

He paused.

“I didn’t think you asked.”

“I asked whether the ranch was encumbered.”

Jonas looked embarrassed.

Attorney Hale hid a smile.

“Mrs. Vale, you retain all property you currently own unless you choose otherwise under applicable arrangements. Mr. Hargrave does not acquire your personal assets merely because you marry.”

Jonas glanced at Margaret.

“Do you own property?”

“Yes.”

“How much?”

She looked at him.

“You never asked.”

Fair.

Attorney Hale continued.

Margaret owned a one-third interest in a small commercial building in Denver inherited from her first husband, Edwin Vale.

Jonas sat straighter.

“What kind of building?”

“Three storefronts.”

“Income?”

“Approximately thirty-two dollars monthly after expenses.”

He stared.

Margaret said:

“Now you look disappointed again.”

“No.”

“What?”

“Surprised.”

“Why?”

“Your agency profile said nothing.”

“My agency profile also described me as quiet.”

Attorney Hale actually laughed.

Margaret continued:

“I informed them about the building.”

Jonas frowned.

“They omitted it?”

“Apparently.”

“Why?”

“I suspect ‘widow with independent income and commercial interest’ attracts fewer traditional mountain husbands.”

Jonas looked at the matrimonial correspondence differently after that.

Attorney Hale asked:

“Do either of you still wish to proceed?”

Jonas looked at Margaret.

She was studying him.

Not lovingly.

Not yet.

Evaluating.

Finally she asked:

“Do you still want a wife who has her own income?”

His first instinct was uncomfortable.

That bothered him.

So he answered honestly.

“I don’t know what difference it makes yet.”

Margaret nodded.

“Acceptable.”

He blinked.

“Acceptable?”

“Better than pretending.”

Then she looked at Attorney Hale.

“I wish to proceed.”

Jonas did too.

They married at eleven eighteen that morning.

No white dress.

No flowers.

No family except Attorney Hale and her clerk as witnesses.

Jonas gave Margaret a plain gold ring.

She looked at it.

“Simple.”

“I thought you preferred practical.”

“I do.”

“Do you hate it?”

“No.”

“Good.”

Then Margaret produced another ring.

Jonas stared.

“For me?”

“Yes.”

“I didn’t know men—”

“Men have fingers.”

He laughed.

She slid it onto his hand.

That was their wedding.

Cold.

Practical.

Almost businesslike.

Exactly what Jonas believed he wanted.

For twelve days.

Then Margaret set his entire life on fire.

It began with breakfast.

Jonas woke to cinnamon.

Actual cinnamon.

He entered the kitchen.

Margaret stood at the table kneading dough.

“You bought cinnamon.”

“Yes.”

“How?”

“Mr. Doyle’s store.”

“When?”

“Yesterday.”

“With what money?”

She stopped.

Jonas heard the sentence after it was already spoken.

Margaret slowly wiped flour from her hands.

“My money.”

“I meant—”

“I know what you meant.”

“No, you don’t.”

“Then explain.”

He struggled.

“I assumed household purchases would come through the ranch account.”

“This is cinnamon.”

“Yes.”

“Not a locomotive.”

“I know.”

“Did you want consultation before purchase?”

“No.”

“Then why ask whose money?”

Jonas became irritated partly because she was right.

“I am getting accustomed to another person making decisions in the house.”

Margaret looked around.

“Do you consider this your house?”

“Yes.”

“Only yours?”

He stopped.

“Legally, yes.”

That was true.

But wrong in context.

Her face changed.

Very slightly.

Jonas immediately regretted it.

Margaret returned to the dough.

“Understood.”

That was worse than anger.

At supper, she was polite.

Too polite.

Afterward, Jonas found an envelope beside his plate.

He opened it.

HOUSEHOLD CONTRIBUTION — NOVEMBER.

Eight dollars.

He stared.

“What is this?”

Margaret looked up from her book.

“My contribution toward shared household expenses.”

“I don’t want your money.”

“Then we should establish what this house is.”

“What does that mean?”

“You own it.”

“Yes.”

“I live here.”

“Yes.”

“I work here.”

“Margaret—”

“I cook. Keep household accounts. Clean. Order provisions.”

“I work the ranch.”

“I know.”

“I provide the house.”

“That is exactly the difficulty.”

She closed her book.

“If every roof, meal, and piece of firewood is something you provide while my work is simply expected because I am your wife, then I become dependent no matter how much money sits in Denver.”

Jonas stared.

“I never said your work was worthless.”

“No.”

“You simply have no method for valuing it.”

He sat.

This was not the marriage he expected.

It was, however, the first conversation in years that made him question something instead of merely defending it.

“What do you suggest?”

Margaret slid a notebook toward him.

Shared household expenses.

Ranch business expenses.

Margaret’s personal expenses.

Jonas’s personal expenses.

Clearly separated.

If Margaret performed ranch bookkeeping, that was ranch work.

If she cooked supper they both ate, she did not invoice him for bread.

If Jonas spent an afternoon repairing her trunk, he did not invoice her for carpentry.

“Marriage is not a shop,” she said.

“Then why all the columns?”

“Because generosity works better when nobody is forced to call obligation generosity.”

Jonas looked at her.

“Who taught you that?”

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